| today is my brothers birthday. he's in iraq so i can't call him and tell him to have a spectacular day. it makes me sad. but im proud of him. pray for him. |
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| what a crier i really am. i'm really sensitive! i cry over everything...(okay, okay...everything excpet that one thing i was supposed to cry over but didn't)
i cry when im sad and upset
i cry when other people are upset or sad or even super happy
i cry when bad things happen not just to me...but to other people too
i cry when things don't go my way sometimes
i cry when i want...and even sometimes when i don't want
i have tears in my eyes a lot too, but not crying. again, for good stuff and bad stuff...for stuff for me...and other people...im just a real crier i guess. right now. im sad. for me (really selfishly) and for other people. :(
and i hate living where i do right now. i hate not knowing anyone near my own age except mike and my brother. i want to go out. i want friends. i need a good cry right now and mike's at work and it's sad. im just not happy and not having a very good day right now.
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| has a girlfriend (i refuse to say fiance...) and i don't like her. she's mean. she's stolen my family. haha and she's mean. she's mean to him and me and everyone when they aren't looking. and i love my brother. i do, but i can't stand who he becomes when he's with her...he's like 2 completely different people...and it's sad...and it's hard...and im sad... |
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| fireflies and fireworks :) and....remember when you're out with your family and friends this 4th of july...the reason we celebrate it...and the men and women who can't be with their friends and family because their working hard to ensure that our nation can stay free.... |
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